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The luxury of the poor and the eenvoudigen 1 welcomingly is for every people, whom you want say on your way met,: Your heart, your house, have themselves open, but this way that the other one can accept it as something obvious and by it not less becomes. Nothing can be forced; everything must happen spontaneously, hospitality is not something aangeleerds. You do not obtain t from the books! It is an inner attitude of openness and mededeelzaamheid! This hears to the mysterie of real mens-zijn! k yesterday also a number of has removed bulletins of last week. k knew firstly not well what I had. Kindest of already I forgot everything... Rests... that is what I want. But ' k doubted therefore... because for your ' t well and, me realises is perhaps blamed quick, quickly negative responses do disappear... It lets be here also what wants... .th More question does not rest I... This link uses if you want this Article directly bookmarken or linken... commemoration.. Sunday it is father day... and I ran think this way, what I could buy for pa. something new to strike as.. No... because he has still masses kleren lie... had ie me said. Something for his hobby ' cook ' then? Hmm.th no well idea... because pa as a profession cook.. I would buy permanently something, which ie already had.. or of which he would say me... that ' huisvrouwenspullen ' were.. and not real for a cook.. hi hi... Whereas think I this way ran... shot it suddenly by my head... On 19 March the exactly one year would be suffered, which I ma had seen still! Previous year went we Saturday on visite for father day... and Tuesday in the early morning she died very sudden... k has no longer gone to then them dead was.. k was possible it simply not to... k wanted continue remind its rather such as them was... Last memory therefore the father day was... previous year.. Them lay on the seat... Our last conversation concerned a table cursor... that this once ' something ' differently was.. than a traditional table table mat.. k had then ntje for its... Anticipated anniversary gift.. And then we Tuesday, then they dead was to pa went... lay the cadeautje still net this way if I had wrapped up it in the bijkamertje... The table cursor lies now already almost a year here on table.. Daarstraks I had zoonlief to the tel.... and those invited me or he next week to the church court had? He thought that I and pa, however, gladly savages go. But what can will do can we there in fact? Ma was cremated... there is there nothing more... k is this way uncertain... k Weet in fact what I must do.. Questions to pa if he wants that day come to here? Questions if he has rather, that I come that day to him?

Manlief leave for abroad exactly that day.. k will only be here with rakker... Ma and I was not the thickest girlfriends... but nevertheless have I the feeling, which I must do ' something ' keep... simply the idea to its living... This link uses if you want this Article directly bookmarken or linken are mistaken themselves... is nevertheless... Pietje exactly have been mistaken themselves fameus of dates! Crazily, how I could be mistaken myself this way! I was convinced entirely of, that the school holiday for Easter started somewhere mid- April. Wrong! Weekjes still only two to go.. Short school period therefore.. Net has been done count off the krokusvakantie... them already to the next holiday. And then after Easter the month of May full holidays... End school year there will be fast! And... nice news! Zoonlief have been possible get hold of kortingskaartjes for a rondleiding behind the baffles in the zoo! Rakker jumped zowat a breach in air! Ikke also glad... have k always enjoyed walk in the zoo or Planckendael.. already more than have considered k once if we would not take back such an annual subscription... Ever there, was a time, which the buggy and the role chair in the car were charged and that we direction drove Mechelen. Zoonlief pushed his broertje... manlief pushed my role chair... We celebrate together... fantastically ordinary..

If I have become old, and sukkel with my health, if I must live of a too small pension and no longer can itself help, MISSING THEN NO LARGE WORDS! If I am disabled and that with difficulty can process, if I a strange worker has been, for years in your country, and then sudden without work, MISSING THEN NO LARGE WORDS! If I am very sick and no more hope have on cicatrisation, if I must cry tormented by the concern over my family, MISSING THEN NO LARGE WORDS! If I have break, doodmoe and mother soul only, if I sit beaten and humiliated, shamed concerning own nonsenses, deeply in the well, and missing to someone who understands want, if I have entered the night the night, in which no ASTRE stand, MISSING THEN NO LARGE WORDS If a small gesture is enough! This link uses if you want this Article directly bookmarken or linken... proofs.. I sit for my computer... open my own blogje.. read the responses... But when I myself want start letter.. stay away I to like types and sweep... I feel myself improve then yesterday... but I real fit are I absolutely not yet. But t is not all that.... the last time couple I me indeed a lot questions at how it must now further with my blog. That I do not want stop that weet I, however, certain. t is a bit, which belongs simply to my daily leventje. I gladly did it and I still gladly do it... t is not also the first time, which I doubt concerning further do not do or. Happy the time, which I was brought of my piece by negative responses far behind me, lies. Generally those responses are nevertheless anonymous... what says therefore more concerning the writer there of... then concerning me... Him ' concerns simply more ' the manner of bloggen... If I do not read the responses... am I clearly the some, which his spontaneousness of letter has lost. One starts to blog... Generally new blogs started... and then I it has concerning personal blogs.. in a complete lively manner. Also started mijne this way.. Exactly or what one gladly would want that one was - fortunately, lively, wise... is - writing down and to make publicly... itself the sterkte can give.

-lPepg

2006-05-08T15:12:00.000-07:00

I wandel in ideas sunk and appetite my tracks in sand. I peer to the verte, the horizon and enjoy the silence on me gone. In spite of loneliness here, I do not feel myself this way nevertheless only..... I feel myself fortunately now of within I know peace, I know eindelijkde rest all pain which I had overcome, ebt slowly here to the coast. I am possible further, further with my life. I wandel my future now. I pass through, without to look at..... My past.....het go you good. I had it about this therefore ' rest '... My words are not yet once cold.. or I read on the Skynet forum reported, in which I am accused of gone ' tease ' of other blogs... And immediately is there also suggested, that a pitiful person sits there behind... Don't I have personally take, certain? Yes hello.... where we are busy? A lot bloggers sends at any time a e-mail to Skynet... Me very seldom happens it, that I write a e-mail... Only when there is something wrong with MY blogjes.. Never to complain concerning whatever... I was contacted Bart.. Later Julie... They want a smoother cooperation between the bloggers.. What would I would have had say? Bekijk it but... This way I do not sit in each other.. I try answer on their questions... and always in the interest of the bloggers... Never what I find personal... But nevertheless... such things nevertheless happen... t makes me, however, angrily... Already I have promised myself here certain not proceed to worry.. Some what I wonder myself now is... How does it have now with everything around me gone? All doors close entirely? Ok.. I weet, which I asked myself or leave could expect responses to boze... But must be verdomme.. why that always this way vexatious? This link uses if you want this Article directly bookmarken or linken rest..... Jammer, that the zonnetje today no longer this way finely seem... because that nevertheless gives a another feeling you. Zoonlief are today to the work. My cold starts improve also stilletjes to.. ' k not yet feels me superfit, but ' k can t too beautiful for where... should be everything of the previous weeks now have been already solved. Patience therefore! But I have that.. Each day the two ampoules marry Revitalose, verse pressed fruit juice.. t will come, however, in order... Too rapidly do not will shout with joy, but in my head it goes also a package improve! Ok... ups and downs.. ' k weet but ' k, however.th has planned enjoy me to the ups... More even... k has promised himself fight to to those ups as long as possible to let last... If I was possible.. for indefinitely even! t is this way of that small solicits.. but nevertheless feels I, which I a beetje click have been possible make.. Take now yesterday.. there happened something of which I thought.. o jee... to see you, however, which I was right... But this time thought I.. or I now busy make myself or not... it will will change really nothing. t is what it is...

What me also has been notable.. that I heal myself in former days sometimes uncertainly could feel at certain persons. k even thinks that I behaved myself there also to. mean k, that could be noticed it... Now these yielded - perhaps it came, however, because I was sick and less fut had - had I something like that of... take me once such as I am h... ' k have you does not oblige to here come... therefore as ' a t you does not please... what keeps you against to continue... Afterwards I thought.. Tjiens.. those do now this way differently than differently.. Nervous? Uncertain? But further I stood there no longer at quiet... To me suddenly at within lap.. I did also differently... They are not it ordinary, that I do not wring myself in all kinds of turnings for pleasant, lief and helpful to be... Perhaps it is my attitude, which does change their attitude also.. Achh... let be it what wants...

-NMdDbQ

2006-05-08T15:11:00.000-07:00

But came vanochtend everything good. Foudraine obtain briefly much in a mess, continue with rapid speed Parsons and Jourdain gone, and call and passant Krishnamurti, Osho, Ramana Maharshi, Douglas E. Harding, Eckhart Tolle, Jan Kersschot, for the times, Alexander Smit, leo Hartong and others, to end up where eventually at its neighbour man in the French Grasse the book was partly written, swimming pool maker and garden man Jonathan. The writer to leave has met its ivoren toren and people. And of people Foudraine the reader must it eventually has. Foudraine are this way worth it because of its unscrupulous honesty and integrity, large psychotherapeutic experience and - here as a last has been called but certainly not it less - its insight in the sources of (own) suffering and despair. There sit gem of itself observation in (' last stood I under the shower in the swimming pool and were at the same time consider I busy or I a broodje cheese or a broodje egg in the resaurant will be order ' - 157) and profound insights (' this way we all of wood, malignant possibly, skilfully in our argumentation impulse, scientific and technologically energetic, but eventually net as destructive as they that an arsenal to nuclear bombs to their arrangement has and thinks that they must fight, such as president Bush, ' it angry. ' angry ' eventual onbewustheid are and ik-overtuiging. As part of the gescheidenheid it is a rope that low concerning the ground concerning a busy street has been stretched. Everyone stumbles - as Nisargadatta Maharaj expressed themselves it once - 184). the lock, a dream where he is removed in an attachment Laeken, is hilarisch and moving. What can write I nothing to more! I write, to cite Foudraine, this long letter only for own lering. And be learned what there can of your mirror picture? Most recommended.

Only is does not mean solitary guards only is considered as a sentence is not only with beautiful ideas ideas decrease your only is with dear deads only is with the memory to times which have flown already to everything what came and what entered itself only ongestoord your chamber the things trusted gone quiet and purely blamed then are you fortunately only he who this way only can be endure he who this way reconciles with its present which does not speak of solitary days which have lived and are satisfied Dear people, find you vluch(t)schrift of Willem the cock, involved in refugee care Wunseradiel in Witmarsum. Willem collect information on refugees and forward those then. It seems me a good manner on altitude be loved things which her happen and of the in our country enof are published in or an other newspaper. Therefore: it tells it and mail by... Do you have important news? Mail it to: willemwandelaar@wanadoo.nl greet of. Inge Mans A link got sent of a Internet site on which guru's are mapped to reduction quality, to see Guru rating. Something like that works relativising, and that is sometimes necessary at this matter. Meanwhile also chapter has read on 3 of Foudraines book, concerning metanoia and psychotherapie. Foudraine try among others clear make that a World of Difference are there between work to your psychosomatic structure and Zelfgerealiseerd-zijn, between therapy and mystic. At the same time lijken contact points as there to be, he illustrates with some ' fallen '. The chapter reverts with regard to environment on who is of wood and bunker builders. Much psychotherapeutic illustrations. Vanochtend I read a recensie of Gert J. Peelen concerning a new book of the theoloog Kuitert, who does not do kennelijk its extrme in this best ' lose the gelovige ' in the Cicero (Volkskrant). calf ore theology goes ' beyond ' god and belief and that does lose him as ' liberal ' the contact with the ' rechtzinnigen '. In fact Foudraines thematics walk towards parallel which of Kuitert. Both identify the danger of conceptualisering, the marsh of the word and the ratio, in which the mystiek threatens be sucked as it were. Both task as a writer is save the word of inflation and new, transcendent vitality to give. Thus is possible ie, however, today.

Thought that I was, however, but no hear: Foudraines book continue ask attention. Between all biographies of the prince by I have the chapter concerning Laing and Jung can read. For me captivating substance. I weet still well that I read ever in a train zat, somewhere in the beginning years 70, and a newspaper interview with Laing. It was as if the sky on you descended. At last someone who spoke your language. And Jung an intriguing character has of course always been: of the firsts from ' official ' psychiatry which was open for mystic. Foudraine try Zelf-gerealiseerde, Ontwaakte-gehalte of both scrutinise. That sounds what ridiculising if I write down it this way, but that has been not in the least this way meant. He shows more or less that a both complete end was supposedly nevertheless on gone, but by ego - and fear feelings of it have been held back leave complete. Jung visited for example much India, and came on a couple kilometre of Ramana Maharshi, but did not take the effort to the mount to go true the saint meditated and visitors received. (If reader feels you the indignation and fear of Foudraine.) Laing visited also India, meditated in a cave, conducted conversations with sadhu's, but threw later, in London, a stone by a square of a rajneesh centre. Van Bhagwan/Osho had ie for or other reason has nothing - Foudraine suggest all kinds of causes, such as zr traumatic executed and a spirits problem. Foudraine also tell concerning Michael Barnett, which an employee or friend of Laing was and much to Poona went, there sannyas took and the name got Somendra. Barnett have gone according to Foudraine much complete gone. He illustrates himself that with a citaat, and then question I if reader finished what that for proof is, but well: everyone deserves the ' benefit or the doubt ' and I want do certainly not Barnett/Somendra shortage. (Something else is that all this geschrijf concerning Zelfgerealiseerden awoke and at me a certain sense call. It is exactly or vital qualities such as love, humour (zelfrelativering), mededogen (mercy) quantifiable are made, and are put as it were with regard to importance subordinate to qualities if psychotherapeutic intelligence and a brilliant communicative capacity are looking back Bhagwan/Osho for me this way interesting correctly because of its err, its menselijkheid. Water that he cried concerning the treason of Sheela, and the ontreddering which you felt be in him then he sannyasins called the rood to take off, were cht. There in a certain way it demonstrated himself relative in absolute, people in the mysticus, there you saw driven.)

The reading, have kept in Sheffield, (p. 64), and can start now to chapter 2, Ronald Laing and Carl Gustav Jung. Foudraine keep a beautiful tale. Jammer that I was not there at. He grazes among other things from concerning DSM, Diagnostic and Statistical Manual or Mental Disorders, a handbook for psychiatrists, who can look up what their customer and on the basis of that diagnosis has been possible prescribe medecines. Foudraine turn themselves violently against this practice, which causes much unnecessary suffering according to him, because it is gone thereby systematic beyond to the possibilities of psychotherapie. Said as, that nonsuit of traditional (biological) psychiatry is Foudraine very fel. The humour of Osho's Moella Nasroeddin is zoeken thereby sometimes far. I want write not too much more. Foudraine enter fast ' to at point ' and rub that there hard. On Internet I saw that the tightrope walker of November an exhaustive recensie of the book have (it has to no sense the Internet site of the tightrope walker, visit because those mention hoegenaamd nothing of the contents of the booklet - you it must buy). Have yesterday at Scheltema and Holkema (Amsterdam, Koningsplein), a copy of Foudraines newest book, Metanoia, on the head can tap. It seems the earlier books of its hand, among which who is of wood, original face and place bunker builders, in perspective. I am just on page 37 - and it is there 191 - therefore not yet be passed a judgement can. But the beginning is captivating. Foudraine tell concerning an invitation to give a reading in United Kingdom for a group to critical psychiatrists. The invitatie results from the celebrity who him has fallen to after ' Not made or Wood ' and the organizers do not realise themselves obviously that he has exchanged psychiatry, and the psychotherapie, more or less for the mystiek. They see a Dutch editie of died in 1989, the Ronald Laing in him especially. Foudraine the chance seizes to Bhagwanesque betoog - including Playboygrappen - concerning the world of keeping ' beyond psychiatry and psychotherapy '. Later more.

He looks heavily, German and gemoedelijk: Detlef Petry, psychiatrist linked to the limburgse psychiatric clinic pond valley. Yesterday evening, 23.05, the NCRV on Ned a 1 brought documentary concerning its work with ' uitbehandelde ' psychiatric customers. Under them knuffeldier and sinterklaasvertolker Jean Marie. Have captivated sit look at. Beautiful film, which did me realise in particular that many occupants of Lorentz - then ' mentally handicapped ' called - fell in fact under the category given up, uitbehandelde psychiatric patients. Our ' dilution ' can consider you in this perspective as a attempt that what ' given up ' and ' uitbehandeld ' were incorporate again. Next week Monday is there a retransmission. Most recommended.

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